Exsanguinate
In the moments I am Gritting my teeth with the music blasting Tears rushing down my cheeks like The torrential rains of a changing climate So violated by my own desire to just Say fuck it all And let go of the wheel I wish you were here to see How much I never cared... It is beyond All reason and all rationale how All I want in those moments is To feel your arms even though I Fear your hands And everything about you. But if you think I am fine then you Are a far greater fool than I ever Imagined was possible I am not fine I did not want this ending And I did not make it this way I suffered in silence to avoid it Trying to will you into being okay But just like I am not fine You were never okay Never would be okay Maybe someday we will both Look back on this and wonder how Two hopelessly shattered creatures thought they could Pick up all the pieces without Both of them always bleeding...